despair

So I'm not really in despair but it feels like it sometimes. I am taking Chemistry and it's been one of the only classes that I haven't been able to understand at all. I study and do my homework for it and try to understand the concepts but it's so hard! In our group studies everything makes sense but in the testing center it just doesn't connect. So it might just have to be a class that gets taken again later in my career as a perpetual student. hahah. I'm serious... In other news, I am kinda dating this guy.(no dtr's or anything) His name is Stetson Carroll. It's really nice but he's so different from any other guy that I've "dated" that it's like I'm 16 again and dating for the first time. He's really nice and totally just chill all the time. He doesn't like to fight with me about anything and his temper is almost non-existent (except when it comes to his professor in his EMT classes). It's just strange almost cause he's so different in every way than any guy. And he just texted me :) haha He's very confident in himself and is who he is all the time and doesn't care what others opinions are of him. He's from Spring Creek, Nevada and thinks I'm a city girl cause I'm from a town near Atlanta! hahahaha. yeah right. My small town is just a little bigger than his. His only downfall is that he hates trees and loves wide open spaces.... How can you not like trees? I'll never understand.